the other side of the horizon

words by Michael Elsasser
illustration by Sharada Mujumdar

 

no daylight between tears shed like skin

growth begetting new growth
still marked with old scars
piercing through blanket clouds
once known to be new shapes

lines begetting new lines
always creaking in through cracks in closed doors
casting shadows on the path soon to be tread
planting echoes of conversations had and un-had

i’m not ready to let you sink beneath the surface
but maybe i never will be

so you’ll know me once
and i’ll know you all my life

a persistence like pestilence
infecting each beat
which i’ll trample in a two-step
over my forgotten feet

my guiding hand cast out before me
my fingertips to the mist.                                     
grazing                                                                                        
but never peaceful palm to the sea                                                     

i know i’ll never truly call it mine
                i’ll approach and get close but fall back each time
                                  it’s just on the other side of the horizon line
you’re just on the other side of the horizon line